| Saturday, May 3rd, 2003 |
| 2:30 am |
ya
so heres the update...good news... i got promoted to saute and broiler yesterday, this is my big chance to show what im made of martin says... ok bad news.....car still in the shop supposed to be fixed on wed and look its friday, stereo will be postponed till atleast monday, ive been very pissed lately at work just little things set me off sometimes. so thats all i can think of right now cuz im kinda sleepy. ok goodnight |
| Saturday, April 26th, 2003 |
| 3:00 am |
Update
Ok so i know no-one reads this thing anymore but no one is around to talk to anymore. So heres my big news that ive wanted to tell people but no one is online when i am.... im getting promoted to hot-line full time next week...im not sure when i will start but my boss has been hinting at it all week by telling me im going to be moving up shortly and i will be helping write specials soon. so theres my big news ive wanted to tell people for some time now. my other news is my car is getting fixed on monday. thank you and good night. Current Mood: depressedCurrent Music: Kid Rock w Allison Moorer - Picture |
| Saturday, March 29th, 2003 |
| 5:13 pm |
update
so here it is... played paintball this morning had fun.. got asked to join as a 5th on a tourney team, i think im gonna accept. new work days wed-sat now, so i get sundays off WOOO i got a weekend day off.Ok shizzle shizzle pip pop |
| Thursday, March 20th, 2003 |
| 2:54 am |
update
so here it is my long awaited update. Philly was cool, met some new people, hung out with the old, danced with a bonita chicka i havent seen in a while. I learned alot while i was there. I had a 70$ club sandwhich (which i got for free), ya im spoiled but it is furthering my career by exposing me to exotic things which i will incoroporate later in life. wow i just used some big words. Ok so friday is the big day, where i will go mono a womano- me vs. amie for jr chef of the year. I want everyone to wish me luck, i dont know if i need it or not, alot more people know me than amie and i have been in the acf for a lil over 2 years now. I think i might be going to chicago with daddy in june to go to an NPE convention. What is NPE u say? well its something that plastic molders and engineers go to to learn about the new ideas and inovations that will be introduced, I want to go so i can learn about what dad does and maybe learn something about it. |
| Saturday, March 1st, 2003 |
| 7:06 pm |
how cool is this?
so i get a phone call "hello" "hi do u have ____'s number" not even knowing who this is cuz i dont have many numbers in my new cell phone yet im like talking like this is a stranger so then i was like "me and this person r hanging out tonight but if u want there number ill give it to u" "ok what is it?" gave it to them then i call this nameless person like 5 minutes after i get off the phone with the caller "hey r we still hanging out tonight?" "sorry i cant im going out with the caller" wow people r wicked cool but it worked out for the best im hanging out with my ash i lovah her.... mwah.... ok well bye Current Mood: everyone sux |
| Thursday, February 20th, 2003 |
| 10:15 pm |
wow today was great
note the sarcasm.....some fuckin piece of shit broke into my car today and stole my cd player and my amp... they left thier screwdriver in the car so the cops r fingerprinting it....if i find out who this mother fucker is im gonna shove the screwdriver in his head.... so thats my day in a nut shell...i fucking hate best buy now.... Current Mood: pissed off |
| Wednesday, February 19th, 2003 |
| 1:54 am |
i hate life..... when will it all just stop? i want mine to be over. im tired of dissapointments... im tired of everything... i just want something more i guess |
| Tuesday, February 18th, 2003 |
| 1:42 pm |
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| Tuesday, February 11th, 2003 |
| 6:46 pm |
im sorry
i have the worlds greatest friends....i really do i wouldnt ask for anything more.... but for some reason it seems like all i do is hurt them, y? i am truly sorry for everyone that ive hurt i never meant to... i hate myself for everything ive done, i am a dick i see this now...all i am is a piece of shit and dont deserve any of u....so i dunno what to say, im sorry is all i can say and thats what i am. |
| Wednesday, February 5th, 2003 |
| 3:13 am |
funeral day
today was a very hard day. today was the day i said my final good bye to dericks father. i think his mom and brother nate were surprised i came. derick wouldn't stop saying how happy she was i came and how many times nate told him im a good friend to stay so close after our fall out time. be me and derick have gone through a lot and i love that kid. i told him i would try not to cry but didn't succeed as soon as i got to the funeral parlor and saw dericks dad laying there i couldnt hold back, it was the first time ive evr seen him without a smile on his face. but no matter what me and derick said to eachother hes smiling down right now. me and derick hung out tonight he said hes been feeling happier now that we r hanging out again, im glad we r coming back together, we r like brothers. well enough of my rambling on but i had to get it off my chest. |
| Saturday, February 1st, 2003 |
| 2:07 pm |
last night i found out something that ruined my whole night... dericks father passed away last night... i dont know what to say im not in a mood for typing or doing anything really |
| Tuesday, January 7th, 2003 |
| 2:22 am |
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| Tuesday, December 17th, 2002 |
| 2:35 am |
update
heres the short version...life sux |
| Wednesday, December 11th, 2002 |
| 3:44 am |
work sux...my bosses all shit on me tonight...i was supposed to be out at 1...nope didnt happen i got out at 2:30 and didnt even get everything done...all 3 of them came up and handed me lists of thier work to do.... they were like "here chris do our work cuz we r lazy fucks" so i did most of it but dave was like i want u to make a back up of every-item cuz lazaro's last day is in a few weeks....how does that make sence? so i bascially said fuck that....when im falling asleep with a knife in my hand its time for me to stop and go home...so thats what i did...today was fun..took ms fidler to ya mama's for lunch......got a credit card... and went baby clothes shopping with jess...we found some nice stuff...and i took her to meet brandon and she met becky today...it was cute....i helped dress my boy today hes so cute....ok well im getting tired...ill ttyl later...oh yeah i finally have 2 days off...i work 7 days straight at work and 2maro is my 90th day so hopefully ill get a raise...cross ur fingers i need money wiocked bad to finish paying off x-mas gifts....so far ive spent about 600$ |
| Thursday, December 5th, 2002 |
| 12:23 am |
its official
mrs. webber adopted me yesterday...she goes stop calling me mrs. webber....call me mom....i love her |
| Wednesday, December 4th, 2002 |
| 12:45 pm |
ouch
ok so yeah last night almost def. ripped out my earring out of my ear....hurt wicked bad....i was petting minnie (steve) in her cage and i guess my earring got caught on it...me not paying attention lifted my head up and realized i was caught after my ear got ripped...ouch much pain....i thought i ripped it out....needless to say i put my hand up to my ear and noticed i was bleeding a bit...but i was happy to know i still had an earring...but my ear still hurt like a bitch.....ask jess fidler true story true story...ok buh bye talk to u all later Current Mood: sleepy |
| Thursday, November 14th, 2002 |
| 1:16 am |
my life is fucked......i dont want pitty...i just want to kill someone.....so fuck my life cuz i want to move out so bad...i just want to be with my friends...fuck my dad....fuck work...fuck all the bullshit...i hate this shit.....y the fuck do parents have to do this shit to thier kids? so fuck it all... |
| Saturday, November 2nd, 2002 |
| 2:59 am |
ok tonight was wicked fun...got out of work at 9 instead of 8...whatever though...hung out with britty-brits, d-rail, my hunny bunny ash...we went to ruby tuesdays...then applebees where i saw some of the peeps from work....then off to jess's house...got to see my keene cutie and my nashua babe...had some fun...then went to get FUZE stuff is so good...then chilled at ash's after we went to dennys for like 5 seconds...and here i am...talking to a few people online writting in this...ok i love u hunny and i miss u...i miss the old times we spent together...all of us...come back please..... |
| Thursday, October 31st, 2002 |
| 12:31 am |
November 12th
Ok so november 12th my new speakers go in my car......they will be in for turkey day so if ur gonna be in good old nash-vegas u will hear them....first person in the car with me is gonna be d-rail...then im goin to visit ange and make her go deaf.....i had them in my hands today. i am so excited....they look so nice...the x-overs r pretty heavy too they weigh about 3-4 lbs each...and they r red...kinda doesnt match my car but who cares it will sound nice right?...ok lata everyone |
| Monday, October 28th, 2002 |
| 2:52 am |
wow people r fakes....and they do some stupid things...well 2maro actually today im putting more money down on my speakers...im gonna talk to jaime and see if he can work somethin out with me so i will have them in by turkey day....ash did u get my message? call me back babe i want to stop by sometime...ok well time for me to go to bed cuz im taking webs to get his hair cut later...ok peace out everyone...and i love u hunny....mwah |